i hate school. and i hate liers.

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i dont know where i am right now. or who i am to say the least. and this summer was wonderful, i had alot of great times. but ive grown alot more this summer too. i dont like it. i wish sometimes i wasnt as developed in my brain as i am. i know you all are going to laugh at that, but i really dont care. you probably dont know me as well as you think you do. maybe to you im a dumb, obnoxious slacker who fucks up in school and likes attention. i dont let it faze me. im having problems...who isnt? are you going to help? can you? doubt it. i still have alot of growing up to do. glad of that. i need time. well im not sure where this is going so im stoping.....end rant.

in other news. as you may have all seen i did dye my hair. im supposdly being forced to tone it down or all in all take it out. im not letting that go down. this is how i like to express myself and its something i really enjoy looking at every morning. anything wrong with that?

"teachers hate kids with weird hair"

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- pillars

today is monday. last night was the first night in about a week i havent been trashed off my ass. now dont get me wrong, i love being intoxicated. i seem to be happier. but i just needed rest. i finally got some sleep. tho i woke up several times during the night. but thats me trying to sleep.  

i want to lay by the pool today. not swim. just smoke and lay.

im meeting up with a boy at starbucks today. we are going to chat. chat it up gangster.